Talking Baseball

 2.  Time is a mutherfucker. As I sit down to record my thoughts, feelings and philosophy of life I’m immediately confronted with the issue of time.  “What about the person who doesn’t want to wait until he’s forty-eight years old to be happy? What about the woman who doesn’t want to wait, or can’t wait until she’s thirty eight to get pregnant? What about the person of color who can’t float through life, accumulating debt, and losing friends, and gaining weight without any real consequences?  To all of you, all you beautiful, True voices, I say, I don’t know .  What I believe is that if you get up every morning and live. Occasionally trying your best. No, I can't, I can’t say it. All I feel ALLOWED to say is that if you’re a middle-class white male without any glaring disabilities: go and do likewise.  Women, people of color, people with diagnosed disabilities? I got nothing.  I do believe -- very strongly -- in prayer. I believe that if you pray, it c...

  .  1. When you make yourself available -- the information you need in order to take the next indicated action -- will always arrive.  If it doesn’t, try not to shit on yourself.  I’m big believer in “try”.  We all recall Yoda’s famous words, “Do or do not, there is no try.”  My response to that is: take that advice. Live that way. If a couple of decades pass and you fail again, and again, and again.  Chuck that philosophy and try what worked for me: I tried. I got better at doing what I tried to do, one by one, little by little. If you’re short on time and you need massive change, I’m not trying to stop you. It didn’t work for me, is all I’m saying. I’m saying if you’ve just bottomed out after yet another attempt at massive, universal change?  Try trying.